Many, many things. This is one of my worst traits. I’m always full of doubts about almost absolutely everything. Heck, it even stopped me from making a proper Tumblr post for such a long time. I tend to over analyze and over think just about everything.
Part of this is because of my lack of confidence/self esteem and my clinical depression that I have to deal with regularly. I also happen to be a perfectionist, and often I feel like it isn’t even worth attempting if I can’t get something done reasonably perfect. Just doing my best doesn’t help me either because if I can see ways it can be improved upon or fixed, and I’m capable of doing it then it stresses me out if I don’t.
Gonna have to name 5 separate things in no particular order for this one:
- Super powers (What kind is an entire Tumblr post in itself)
- Universal peace among all nations
- Access to all of the knowledge in the universe, and anywhere else that may or may not exist.
- An intimate life companion
- Happiness for myself, and everyone else.
I think the two biggest factors are time and indecisiveness. I find it most difficult to even find out what I specifically want to begin with.
Unfortunately many of the things I happen to do when I experience this aren’t very productive or healthy. Although I have managed to control myself much better as of recent from experience and maturity, I still have a long way to go.
At a very young age because of some of the experiences that I had at the time. When I realized this, I wanted to help in some way so the world wouldn’t have to be like that anymore, or at least not to such an extent.
Improving myself in general, especially in regards to my self esteem.
The ones in the present. I often have my head either in the past or the future, and sometimes have difficulty with the now.
Depends on the person and how close they are to me, but I think at first glance; at least from a total stranger’s perspective they probably assume I don’t think too deeply into things and that I’m mostly carefree. People closer to me probably think I’m a minimalist, but when in reality I’m just a very stressed perfectionist.
All the mistakes I have made and all the wrong doings people have done to me are one of the main reasons why I am like I am today, which I personally wouldn’t want to change (outside of the things that I’m already capable of changing in the present).
Although I’d probably tell myself not to care so much what other people think. Be yourself, and it’s perfectly fine to just have a few close friends. You don’t need to impress people either. Try to actually put some effort in your school work as well, you’ll just make more work for yourself in your senior years. Oh, and don’t get too depressed for too long. The future is very, very bright and it will all be worth it. It sounds cliche, I know. But it’s true nonetheless.
Tired and sick, but happy and interesting.
The future and all the potential it posses.
I’m am someone who strongly values empathy, critical thinking, understanding, love, life, knowledge, respect, modesty, humility, dedication, science, people, literature, equality, reason, fairness, history, language, philosophy, progress, freedom, humour, improvement, friendship, loyalty and honesty.
For the positive change and progress that I was apart of.
I think I’ll be a lot more healthier and physically fit. I’ve been working really hard to lose all this extra pudding and replace it with some more defined muscles. Hopefully I’ll see some very noticeable results by then, which in turn which luckily help me become more confident as well.
My very close friend Alex.
This is my first real Tumblr post, so I decided I would do something a little thought provoking and hopefully inspirational. More importantly, it explains a bit of who I am and how I think as well. I found these images on this website here and I do not take credit for them in anyway whatsoever.
Not sure, I think most of my changes have been gradual improvements.
The future and potential careers paths of interest for myself.
Sleep. Food. Sex. Companionship. Knowledge.
I think this is too vague to answer properly. Importance to me? General importance? Importance for basic survival? Love? What kind of love? From who? Money? Physical health? Mental Health (Which includes happiness)?
If I’m speaking just about my personal opinion of of the importance in regards to just myself, I’d probably rate them as such:
Anonymous asked: what is your second favorite colour?
Red, Blue, and Purpel are all nice. I don’t really like orange. Green is by far my least favourite colour.